THE LEVER is getting published

So about two years ago, a gay publisher rejected a novel of mine they liked because only supporting characters were gay, not the main characters. I had just finished a short story that was begging to be a novel with an all-gay cast of characters, and I outlined the plot for the editor. I delivered exactly what I promised 5 months later, and they got cold feet, fearing the suggestion that we might be able to influence sexual orientation in the future through covert genetic manipulation would upset too many of their readers.

After two years with no sales, I finally ended my contract with my agent and participated in a Twitter pitch contest, #DVpit, which was for “different voices.” So being a member of a minority group, I qualified to participate, and I only got one manuscript request. It was not from an agent, but directly from a publisher I had seen from time to time but didn’t know well.

Mark cuts to the chase: The editor loved the full manuscript and offered me a contract. I have now done some minor rewrites that have been accepted, sent in my author bio, my author photo, and my back-cover blurb copy, and I’m awaiting some cover concepts to review.

Sorry I’ve been absent from posting here. I haven’t felt much like writing stories during the pandemic. I’m slowly allowing the creative part of my mind out to play again. I will post more updates on the novel’s publication as well.

The Serpentine Promenade

Most people know Riverside Park on the Hudson River in Manhattan.

Riverside Park, Manhattan, New York

But not many beyond us locals know about a spot where there used to be railroad tracks between the current Riverside Drive and Westside Highway. It’s one of my favorite park spaces in the Metro area, the Serpentine Promenade.

The two ends of the Serpentine Promenade

It runs along the eastern edge of the West Side Highway, but that only provides background white noise for the promenade over 100 feet above it. You can reach it from Riverside Drive almost anywhere from 79th to 95th Street, but it actually extends from 83rd to 91st Street, and the most scenic entrance from the riverside path is at 83rd Street, which after you go through a tunnel under the highway, gives you a choice of going right up the stairs to the southern end or left up the ramp to the middle.

The winding path toward the southern end of the promenade

One of the best features of the promenade is all of the flowers, carefully planted to have something in bloom throughout the entire spring and summer.

A fraction of the flowers currently in bloom

And at several points along the path, you can peek through the trees and see some of the widest parts of the Hudson River below.

The Hudson River and the Jersey shoreline

The promenade is fairly broad, long, and uncrowded, so it is really pleasant walking under a canopy of trees, passing by a dog run, the Soldiers’ and Sailors’ Monument, and Hippo Playground.

The southern end of the promenade

The promenade is also beautiful in the early evening, lit by a series of old-style lamplights.

A lamppost

There are lots of benches where you can relax in the shade on a hot day. It can be fun to stop at the dog run and watch the puppies romp. And it’s easy to get to from the 1, 2, and 3 trains.

Nonlinear Narrative

Flashbacks, Flashforwards, and Prologues

Many writing enthusiasts, whether published or not, seem to look down on any break in the chronological narrative flow from inciting incident unerringly to denouement. They blythely declare prologues unnecessary foreplay, flashbacks weak choices for world building, and flashforwards as tension-breaking spoilers. What a tragedy if you listen to them. Here is how to make nonchronological storytelling work for you.

Time Machine
Guy Pearce, here in the 2002 version of “The Time Machine,” also starred in the nonlinear film “Memento.”

Completely nonlinear

There is a more extreme version where there is no absolute point of view. You keep reentering scenes with varying amounts of knowledge of what happened before, and an uncertain knowledge of where a scene may be heading.

When considering the structure of my time travel novel, Time Bump, I became convinced that not only would nonlinear narrative work, it might actually aid in building tension and keeping readers attentive. The idea of the fourth dimension (time) being full of paradoxes is only true when we look at it from a third-dimensional perspective, but that is the language we’re stuck with. I feel like readers get more of a sense of what it means to be unstuck from time’s flow experiencing a nonlinear arrangement of events, since there are in some places, three versions of the same scene from the perspective of my main character, Miguel Carlson, arriving from three different points in time. Timelines change as a result of his actions, so things that hadn’t happened do, and things that had happened don’t anymore. What seems like a tragic end, isn’t any more.

You see the device used to good effect in Vonnegut’s Slaughterhouse-Five and the film “Memento.” The jumping around in time in the former allows readers to better understand what’s happening to Billy Pilgrim. The jumping around in time in the latter helps the audience understand how Leonard tries to track down his wife’s killer, now with no long-term memory; he must cope with his vulnerability to exploitation by tattooing important events on his skin.


A prologue most often sets the scene for a story when the inciting incident does not easily allow readers to get a sense of scope of the story. It shows them how this little event may fit into a larger and more important context that would take many chapters to convey sticking to linear exposition.

In some cases, this takes the form of a frame story. A frame story is when you introduce one or more narrators relaying the story to some audience, like the various travelers in Chaucer’s Canterbury Tales.

In other cases, it is a scene from after the story is over or long before it began, as when Shakespeare summarizes the plot of “Romeo and Juliet” at the start, and then begs his audience to stay and watch how it unfolds in more detail, a way to build anticipation.


A common way of filling in context for something surprising that happens in the main timeline is to insert a moment, a scene, or a whole chapter that jumps back to an earlier time. This is especially useful when an event needs a lot of context all at once, as when in Avatar: The Last Airbender, Aang suddenly encounters the skeleton of his old master. There is no other point to indicate how hard Aang takes the loss, because he didn’t know his race was wiped out until about that moment, and it happened before the start of the story, when Aang was trapped in the ice. A writer could try to convey the depth of feeling by reporting only Aang’s physical and verbal cues, but a flashback gives a much clearer sense of how Master Gyatso was like a father to him.

A flashback has to serve some purpose other than simply providing facts about the world and its history. In the example above, it expands the feeling of grief that is needed to establish the evil of the Fire Nation who exterminated his people.

In my novel The Walking Trees of Bauble, I use brief flashbacks that represent the characters remembering something for a paragraph or two. The one longer flashback shows how the villain’s pattern of behavior could have been predicted from previous encounters, and it deepens the main protagonist’s feeling of guilt and naivete that he missed the clues again. In my novel Cursed and Blessed, I have one flashback chapter that both serves as a memory of a similar circumstance years before, and why he chooses not to make a similar, easy choice this time.


Flashforwards can seem stagy and artificial if there isn’t a reasonable explanation of why your narrator or point-of-view character can see the future. When Oedipus hears from the oracle that he will kill his father and marry his mother, it seems ridiculous both to Oedipus and to the play’s audience, but an expectation is set up, and it sensitizes the audience to signs that the prophecy is coming true, which they might not otherwise notice.

One of the more interesting examples of this technique is explored to great effect in the science fiction of Ted Chiang. His short story “Story of Your Life” (made into a 2016 film titled “Arrival”) includes passages in which the narrator seems to be addressing her daughter, but she doesn’t have a daughter, so at first the scenes seem like fantasies. It is only later that the reader realizes they are flashes of the future.

So any break in the chronological flow of events in a story can work fine, as long as it serves some greater purpose beyond filling in information, such as deepening emotion or setting up expectations.

Writing Sadness

Sorrow is evoked by things not going our way

We all think sadness is easy to spot or portray. Someone’s tear ducts start overflowing and they start whimpering. Well, yes, there is that, but as with fear and anger (see Writing Fear and Writing Anger) there are levels, and it is important to be conversant with all of them, at least in fiction, if not in life.

“Oh well”

Sadness starts as slight disappointment. This could be as basic as posting something and not getting any likes in the first eight hours or receiving your 53rd rejection this year. At this most superficial level, it involves a frown and a furrowed brow that quickly disappear as the person focuses on something else. If you don’t catch it at the exact moment the person realizes it, you can easily miss it.

“Aw geez!”

There is never any clear demarcation between emotions, so a bigger disappointment may make us both sad and angry, but the sad part at this next level just means we have a harder time convincing ourselves that the loss didn’t matter. We become fixated on it. It can involve self-doubt, second guessing, and/or shifting blame. It may take several days to stop returning to this level of disappointment regularly and let it go. Physically, it looks like a mask of concern or consternation on the face and maybe some heavy sighing. No waterworks yet.


Two things start to change as the sense of disappointment and unfairness deepens. One is that we start to seek outside validation of our feeling, because it is so pervasive: We want to know if we’re correct in the amount of hurt we feel. Another is that we are strongly motivated to establish a grudge. We may vow to never eat at the restaurant or one remotely like it in the future. We may write someone off as too evil to associate with any more. For this level of sadness to happen, the hope for a different result has to at least have been an expectation we thought would never change, and possibly it could be a cherished fantasy that popped like a balloon. Outward signs are a tendency toward hopelessness punctuating longer stretches of defensiveness or depression. Looks of consternation may remain longer, and in some more emotional people, this may bring them to the verge of tears.

“Oh my god!”

As more people start tearing up, there is no doubt in their minds that something is wrong, it’s justified to be upset, and it’s hard to let go of the hurt. This ranges from silently crying and frowning to full-on weeping, keening, moaning, and whimpering. This can be for life-threatening situations for ourselves or others we care about. It can be at the loss of someone or something dear through death, rejection, or moving away. The sense of overall hopelessness remains longer and becomes more frequent.


At some point, someone can get so sad they start hysterically bawling. They are unable to be distracted from their loss. They can’t think straight, and often speak in non sequiturs or half-completed thoughts. Their circumstances seem grossly unfair, and they doubt they can ever feel happy again. They are unlikely to do anything other than focus on their sorrow, including going out, eating, sleeping. Since this level of depression is so debilitating, people have a variety of ways of avoiding it, usually just before it gets this bad. Alcohol, drugs, and dangerous, risky activities seem to be popular choices.

“Make it a double!”

And that is another thing worth noting for characters and other people you bump into: Of all the emotions, sadness is the one most people go to the greatest lengths to avoid. People have different tolerances, and some will resist even the smallest disappointment registering. The avoidance strategies need not be chemical.

People can find a strange and ultimately unsatisfying comfort in believing that they are cursed, or persecuted. They can pretend that the disappointment never mattered, or jump right to some future good outcome the loss or hurt will make possible, even if they’re not sure what it is yet. Many make themselves busy with work and/or a full social calendar. And a precious few achieve enlightenment, and they can see all actions as neutral, and nothing perturbs them. They do exist, but they’re highly uncommon.


This brings my short series on portraying emotions in fiction to a close. If you’d like to check out any of the other four essays, click on the Blog menu button above this post and then scroll down past it to the others. If you have comments or questions about any writing topic, feel free to comment or send me a message.

Writing Confusion

Real characters get confused sometimes


Too much fiction involves perfect communication. But miscommunication happens all the time, and including confusion in your characters’ dialogue and actions can make them more relatable and believable.

I find there are three main ways one can get confused. You can misread or mishear something, you can encounter a situation in which you might need more information to proceed, or you find yourself with way too many choices.

Sorry, I missed that

Sometimes when I get confused, I only realize it in retrospect. Often, at the time, I think I’m making a perfectly logical statement or observation. Shortly thereafter, I realize that I had read something wrong, missed some detail, or otherwise failed to understand what I was dealing with. I frequently ask a question that someone had already answered for me, but I had skimmed past that detail without noting it. Characters mishearing or misreading something can be an opportunity for humor, an opening to becoming vulnerable, a habitual blindspot, or a way to increase or initiate conflict.

You want me to do WHAT?

Other times I find that two pieces of information don’t match, and then I get confused about which is more correct or more applicable. That usually requires research to clear up. It’s like if somebody gave me two envelopes to deliver to two people, and the same name was on each; I’d have to ask if they had the same name and perhaps if it mattered which one got which. Characters dealing with insufficient information can reveal more about their problem-solving skills or be the target of a subtle ploy to make them look foolish.

Too many choices

The most-well-known case of confusion is when you have too many options, and you don’t know which to choose or pursue. Most choices are like that, so we encounter this type of confusion often: Most choices have both positive and negative consequences, and we evaluate them on the basis of the seriousness or number of disadvantages and the importance to us or the number of benefits. I’m most often facing this when I have large blocks of free time. When I have less free time, the most important thing to do is usually obvious. Some characters may be so laid back, they don’t sweat unstructured time and just pursue whatever strikes their fancy at a particular moment. Some characters always second guess themselves, sometimes to the point of inaction.

Go for epic confusion

Don’t go for the easy choice in inserting confusion. For example, a misheard statement and an immediate correction accomplishes almost nothing:

“I can’t see you right now.”

“Oh my god! Are you going blind?”

“No, I mean, I can’t spend time with you right now. Don’t be so dramatic!”

Let the confusion last longer. Imagine a character acting on incorrect information for several chapters. Put two characters together who are both confused, and use the clarification process to subtly introduce more world building. Confusion is also a great device for helping your reader to feel superior without judging your confused characters too harshly.


This essay is part of a short series of blog entries I’m writing on portraying emotions in fiction. You might also want to read Writing Fear, Writing Love, and Writing Anger, and check back next week for “Writing Sadness.”